the world keeps taking turns on me but nothing is changing
im still the same as ever
sad
everything is awful and i hate being alive
i wanna be a quitter
i hate effort!

ha, i fooled you all
im not sad at all
the subject line refers to me still being here even though i planned on leaving months ago
seriously, i dont have any writing on here
and i dont have opportunities to check my stuff so things keep piling up on me
but oh well

as for me im still good
my unrealistic optimism keeps me feeling all peachy
which is good
ive been encouraging everyone to "make the best of things" and id be a hypocrite if i didnt do the same
lead by example
i am a role model
not tall enough to be a real model...
i dont photograph well anyways...
im giving up on women for now
my efforts are gonna be focused on my family and cleaning
and a job too if we can get that all worked out
i never really put effort into finding myself a nice makeout friend
i just talked about it but didnt do anything
which i dont approve of
so thats enough of that